i wanna live our life again and actually be there this time
instead of grinding my self down to the tired, stoned, chronically dishonest, mess of a partner that i was
you couldn't anticipate the man that i would become
so different from the child you met in rollerblades and button downs
i'm not that boy in the bubble
i did the material things for you and it felt so good
i cooked and i cleaned, tried to be there when you needed me
but i never really accomplished the ladder
when i needed help i latched on tight
and i made you the vessel to collect my shame and pain
a rain barrel
under the downspout of my gutter
overflowing
i wanna write into existence a future that can't be felt
i wanna tear the male features from myself
wanna tear off a layer of shame
that convinces me where to place this blame
keeps me tied to this game
i wanna live outside of pain
no matter
how much i tear
it's all there
overshare
all there
weeweewooowooo
credits
from the falling part,
released August 25, 2023
Austin Zaff (mastering engineer)
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